happy birthday

happy birthday to the man who helped birth me, the man who saved my life, the man who was there for me at my lowest, the man who helped me through all my suicide attempts, the man who helped me stop cutting, the man who noticed when i wasn't happy, the man who noticed i wasn't being myself, the man who accepts me for who i am. happy birthday daddy if i hadn't made it during those attempts i'd be in heaven right now with the other family members who's passed away but i'm still here i love you so much and i thank you everyday for noticing something was wrong. thank you for always caring about me after all the times i messed up and knew you didn't wanna talk to me after i know i shouldn't be here but i am. so thank you. i applaud you so much for everything you do for me and when it seems like i don't care i really do i don't know why i act the way i do or do the things i do and i'm sorry i love you so much and i hope you can forgive me for everything i've done and will do in the future, thank you for saving my life i know this may not make sense but i was crying while writing this so i love you <3