how am i ?
- airianna
- Mar 22, 2022
- 2 min read
as you can tell by the title i'm writing this for a reason, these past few weeks have been hard with school , family, health and more. i'm honestly to the point where i don't wanna get out of bed most days and not wanting to go to school anymore, i only go to school cause of my friends and even then i'm losing most of them cause of what people say about me they believe the others over the actual truth and as far as my health we don't even know anymore everything is always a question multiple doctors multiple appointments multiple tests when will they actually find out what's wrong with me i'm so tired y'all i really am. we had a death in the family he was a really close friend of my grandfather and we had a close bond that i don't know how to feel it doesn't feel real i'm numb but i cry so much because of everything going on in my life my sisters gone i only have arianna, my dad, my step mom, my mom, and my puppy bailey she's my new happy place where all i wanna do is pet her hug her and cry. i don't know how to feel. with school the stares, the rumors, people whispering about every little thing you do, there's a point where enough is enough and that lines been crossed i'm trying my best with my grades but its hard i'm just so mentally tired and physically in pain that i'm a mess. this was just a little life update and i'm happy i can express how i feel without being judged thank you 🤍 and i'm sorry if this didn't make sense i just let everything out
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